i hate her!!!!!

i hate her with everything i got. she is the worse thing i have ever encountered. she is the' bitch' or even the wicked witch of the west! she takes away the one thing the one person that makes me have a reason to wake up and smile, the one person that always makes me happy, the one person i can never stop thinking about. she took away amy. and for that i hate her. i will never love nor like her ever again. she has made my life harder then a 17 year olds life should be. she acts stupid in the case of being called a bitch. youve never been called a bitch when you were all prepy and cheery cheerleader??? thats a fucking lie and that all that come out of you mouth! you say youre doing it for me but if you really were then you would see the tears that seem to never stop. its as if you like seeing people that are better then you unhappy. i sure in the hell am better to you and everyone knows it. soon you wont be sucessful compared to me or my sisters. you will just be exactly what you dont want to be... a no body and in my eyes and to me you already are a no body. its as if you were waiting for something like thisd to happen so you could say 'no seeing amy' but fuck you i see her everyday and you have no control over that so i dont see the point in saying wait until im 18. ill be 18 in 5 months so why not just let me see her? you know how much i lover her and how much you are fucking killing me when you do this. and you sday i dont care, i at least talked and told her not to do that anymore and to do everything i say, but you put me, a 17 year old, under soo much stress and depression that ive lost all want to eat at home, ive lost all happiness when i walk through that door way and thats all becuase of you! and as i said in creative writing im picking the highway and never turning back becuase i refuse to do it your way. just wait intil i move out becuase i hope its a slap in the face becuase this whole situation is like getting jumped by 10 people and no one is there to help me. you wont ever talk to my older sister becuase you know your reasoning is stupid and pointless. youre the only family member amy doesnt like and thats becuase you try to controo everyone and she wont take it. everyone knows your reasoning is stupid and they dont they you control them. so im going to join that part of the family and not let you control me, i am my own being, i am an individual, i am.... JACOB DAVIS!