what do i say???

i want to try to talk my aunt in to letting me go back to seeing and hanging out with Amy, but i dont know what to say. i know it will probably end in an argument, but i really cant do this any longer. im not how i was when i was abl;e to spend time with her. im incomplete now. i lose sleep becuase of the constant day dreaming of how good it use to be. i wish i could just go and be happy. my aunt is blind to how i feel, she only cares about how she feels and how she wants to control everyone she can. i hate that she has control over me and that i have to come to this dreaded house everyday, when i wish i could just go home... home, my home is her house. the place i feel safe and i can be myself and not worry about getting in trouble. this morning i woke up to the cold and i thought, i could be waking up warm and next to her in her giant bed, i c ould be the happiest ill ever be, but no im not becuase i live here... here in- in hell.